haha total sweetness, been a long time since me and jerry talked on the phone for a couple of hours, just got off the phone with him so dat was pretty cool, we had a lot of serious talk about friendships and stuff, it was totally fun, found out some things we didn't agree on mainly because of our own experience, but still, totally the fun

hurray! finals are over and now i'm much the free to do stuff! and i think i'm going to go give blood today since it's pretty important, i never thought it was that important before until i my uncle told me how it was a really good deed that i did, giving blood. it got me thinking so i thought, herm what if i needed the blood, man i'd really be greatful, so neh might as well give some, plus they do have a shortage.  so if ur not doing anything today (tuesday) you should go give blood at the blood donation center, it's across the street from the san antonio hospital which is on... 10th street...? yea 10th street

mmm getting sleepy, oh yea i went to this singleness/dating conference at the calvary chapel of Upland, it was really awesome, Casey Kendalf was a really good speaker, very mellow, very loose, not as tense and serious as other preachers, really liked him, he was a real visual person, then there was Isabelle Lajoia who does the reaxtion radio on air 1, saturday nights from 10pm till midnight.  i went with jonnay and it was really cool.  it got me thinking about the steps of relationships and it also made jonnay think, i think it helped us both ^_^

welpz now i'm really sleepy so imma go do exactly that, sleep. nighties

time for another update!

welpz it's been awhile but anywho, so i've been playing tennis almost constantly for 5 straight days, it's been pretty insane, even tried to go running a little bit and even played some basketball yesturday (which was incredibly fun, lol something interesting always happens in basketball)

well i played a set with this lil kid name billy today, the one that i wanna pound on, and well, he was playing pretty good in the beginning and was beating me 2-0, but i got pissed and bounced right back, we played for 50 minutes and ended at 3-3.  I hope that when i play tomorrow, i'll play much better than i did today, cause seriously, it was just crap *sigh*

mmm presenting my project for government tomorrow and then it'll be a breeze.... i think i have a math test tomorrow.. i shud study for that probably, i need to get into AP prob and stats, gotta ace this test and the final, i shud do ok i think, just gotta review a little

hmm... what else.. ah! went to bert and rocky's today, man, they had chocolate caramel ice cream... some times, i think God has his ways of satisfying people teehee i love chocolate caramel shake, it's soooooooo good.... *drools* hmmm maybe i'll go again tomorrow if i can get a ride home late enough so that jonnay is working when i go, hmm... maybe eddie can give me a ride home... or alex

what else what else... oh! went to my church's retreat on saturday and sunady, it was alright, was kind of expecting more but it was still good, the speaker was Tim Lee, who is just an awesome speaker, so much intensity and so much activeness in his messages, he's also a really funnie guy.  He was the speaker at Roots and Wings of NTPYAC (National Taiwanese Presbyterian Young Adults Council) and so i knew the message was going to be awesome even if it's one that i've already heard before.  Oh and for those of you who are Taiwanese, Christian, and seeking to be a leader and meet people from all over the world. go to roots and wings of 2004! it's going to be a blast, from what i've heard from a person from the planning committee, it's going to be held some where in Souther California, most likely in the irvine area.  Last year there wasn't an age requirement, but this year there is.  You must be at least 18 or turning 18 some time this year to be able to go.  It's a lot of fun and definately worth the money, it's normally 4 days and i believe it will be held at the end of June this year.  If you would like to seek for further information, go to www.ntpyac.org.  If you wanna know what it is on a personal point of view, just comment me and i'll give u my sn

tired and tired, i'm outz, peace

so apparently someone was yelling at me about not updating so i guess i should update after what, 2 weeks >.< so anywho haven't really been doing too much lately, i didn't get to go to this retreat i wanted to go to this weekend, my mom said she didn't want me to go because it was in the san bernardino mountains and that it would rain over the weekend, so i could possibly die, i thot that was pretty much u know, pretty farfetched bet whatever it's her call, i can't argue and i don't want to argue.  but, i found out my friend connie (who was able to go to the retreat, but she didn't seem too excited about it when she got back) is probably gonna go visit our church's annual winter retreat for 1 day, and i suppose i'll go with her, i have nothing else to do so yea, it would be nice

herm so school starts tomorrow, wonderful, but i finished the psych project at least with my long time friend Max the Maccabe.  it was pretty easy, we only spent about 3-4 hours on it, mainly because we were goofing off most of the time, but the analysis was pretty easy, the hardest part though was photoshopping max into the pictures, since he didn't go to my church when i needed him to, errr oh wellz, i hope the picture looks real enough so yea, i think it looks good so =/

been playing tennis quite a bunch this winter break, well... actually not really, only played like 5-6 times, wasn't enough, i played with anphong which was pretty cool, he's getting much better and that forehand of his is getting pretty scary, even hit a forehand shot which is MY signature shot, totally got pwned by that, but then, i aced him 4 times in one set, 2 of them i got in one game, and in that one game, lol it ended in less than 40 seconds, probably one of the shortest games played in the history of tennis, lol.  hilarious, i even hit him on of the serves too, that was incredibly hilarious, good thing he jumped to the left cause it hit his right thigh so like, if he didn't move, he would've been like  lol, but he's getting much better, and he has a bet going on with this cocky junior name reggie who pretty much is horrible at tennis, he's like this other guy i know who's a senior who thinks he can beat me, in his dreams maybe, well not even that lol.  i mean there are probably just 2 people in the school who can beat me which is just jack yang and caleb greenberg, but besides that.... doubt it.  blah school starts tomorrow and i don't wanna go, oh wellz, it's a must do thing.  maybe i'll blog again with 2 weeks, dono

~c ya

for some reason, i can't understand the stupidity of some people, some are just too stubborn to understand things... *sigh* whatever they can go lead themselves to a world of hurt I don't care, no one ever listens to my advice anymore anyway (except for like, some, and surprisingly they're all guys except for one)

mm.... very bored, sitting here at the computer, half the screen is the weblog while the other half i'm watching treasure planet on.  also eating my strawberry sour belts while i'm at it

so yesturday i got my brother's present, and i loved it, it was Spirited Away the dvd! w00t, never saw the movie but i saw it once i got it at the door yesturday ^_^ and it was just awesome, i would go watch it again but my sister's friends are here and they've taken over the tv.  dont know how long i'll last here... 3 women and 1 guy in this house.... scary... i need to flee/escape to my cousins house which is only half a mile away... must get away... but can't... gah women suck, they're nosey, misunderstanding, and ask for too much attention.  some of them are messy, and when they're messy, it's like ugliness to the MAX! sigh oh welliz

boredness i'm out

still sick...

anywho, played some nice tennis with jack yesturday, even though i was sick, it was fun playing a more serious tennis with jack, unlike all the other days when he's not trying and we have to rally with the other people, which i honestly can't stand cause they miss the ball after 3 shots and i can't get a rally down.  but yea, me and jack played a game of 21, and it was pretty intense, i was up soemthing like 8-2 and then jack started making a come back, it got to 11-11 and from then on, we were neck and neck, no one took a 2 point lead at all, it was totally the fun.  i liked the feeling of actually working my butt off to chase jacks shots and return them since most people he hits it at, he probably doesn't expect it to come back when he hits his flat shots.  but i liked the feeling of playing someone who, if not better, just as good as i am, but not too much better or i feel that i'm bringing them down  but yea the score came down to 22-24, jack won.  oh wellz there's always next time, i wish i cud use me being sick as an excuse, but it ain't an excuse when it comes to tennis, sure i got tired faster but i could still run just as fast anyway, made all these dumb errors and pushed myself to the limit, shud've done better... sigh but after playing tennis for about 15 minutes, i felt kind of better

until the next day

gah felt so much worse than i did yesturday, and i was coughing up a lot of yucky stuff, but then my uncle says dats a good thing cause it means my body is trying to get the germs out of my body, so... uhh.. yay?

i tried sleeping for most of today, but... couldn't, mom's friends KEPT ON CALLING THE HOUSE jeez... i even tried ignoring the phone call before, AND THEY JUST DON'T STOP CALLING! DAMN IT! can't a sick boy get some frikken sleep ?!?!?! sigh, so my wanted half day of sleep turned out to be 20 minute naps which totally sucked cause it just made me even more tired, great

went to costco today and saw Julie there, although i know she didn't see me and i didn't really bother going over there to say hi, dono why i didn't.  but got some strawberry sour belts while i was there along with some eclipse gum stuff and this vaporub stuff that jerry told me about, he said it helped him go to sleep better and stopped his coughing, and since he was in much worse condition than i was, wudn't hurt to try it out

i do feel a little better after putting that stuff on, it started giving me this burning feeling on my chest and my throat (since that's where i rubbed it on) but.. it did make me to not cough so much.

sigh i think my mom is way too damn possessive and way too into material items.  she called the camry HER CAR which is MINE! i don't see any reason why my step mom would give it to HER, if she knew that my mom was even driving it, she'd be furious.  then, she called the digital camera HERS and only hers and i have no right to ever take it out, i got upset.  those things are not hers, the car is frikken mine, dad said so, bro said so, step mom said so, and if my step mom says so, then it IS mine, since it was her car to begin with.  secondly, that camera is NOT HERS, it's the families, i can take it out when i want because I'M PART OF THE FAMILY DAMN IT! i've always wondered why i'm so stressed out at home and just WHY i dislike living here and i see it as the most depressing place in the world for me to be in, maybe it's things like this that explain why i feel this way

life sux, but God is here so it will be better... sooner or later.

on the way home, i saw something that i thought was interesting, didn't understand it at first but then i caught on, lol i'm such a noob when it comes to things like this:

"There are only 10 kinds of people in this world
 The ones who understand binari and the ones that don't"

i dot dat was cool lol

saw jerrys dad driving on his way home, waved to him like 10000000000000 times but he didn't respond, he KEPT ON LOOKING MY WAY TOO! oh wellz, i'll call him later and tell him what a dork he is

i'm tired and i gotta leave to church in an hour, so c ya